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Molotov cocktail

Let's see
you say
you won't ever
use me

I've heard that before

From the person
that took the most

You've tried to warn me
about reasons why
I might not
want
to hook up with you
albeit physical
not mental

The afternoon
is good for kisses
and you always
have the convenient excuse
of your wife
to get back to

Am I still
just an idiot
blindly believing
though i know
I oughtn't

Have I learned
nothing

I don't know

The last time
I
was poised
in
this position
I had
nowhere
near
not
remotely
close
to the desire

I feel now